Loneliness

No one ever like being alone
But that's what I feel now
Like no one understands me
My important person get further
Even the person I wish fill the empty in my heart
Can't stand by my side
Poor me get no where to run
In this big world
I feel so smal
In croweded I'm being lonely

I can't fnd the word to say
Can't hold this emotion anymore
The only way is crying
But seems my tears have dried

It's already hurt enough
Felt lost for many times
Even with the same way
Just made it more severe
The hole in my heart got bigger

Could someone fix my heart?
I just remembered no one really can fix heart
Actually Allah never let me alone
Allah just let me felt lost to find the better one afterall
Yeah, I hope so...

Unfortunately I need to take a rest
Coz I'm tired with all of this
Let me heal it with my way
I just don't wanna feel anykind of lost anymore
You don't know how it feels, do you?
(Maybe some of you do)

To the Only One, Haru

What's so wrong with this feelings?
It justs.. my feelings have changed
This love has fade away
My heartbeat isn't the same anymore
But believe it or not
That love still exsist, not entirely away
You still have pieces of my heart
Somehow in the deepest of my heart
I still expect you
Not easy at all to just leave what we've been through

To you who made my day,
To you, the only reason for me to smile
And the remedy when I'm falling apart
To the only one, Haru
Thanks and sorry for everything,
You're irreplaceable,
Precious person ever
I won' regret met you, really...